If I could travel back

to that moment

when I accepted that seductor’s invitation

and instead simply say,

“No thank you,”

saving me a world of hurt…


If I could go back

to that dinner in Africa

and not eat that amoeba

that stayed in my belly,

stealing my strength for decades…


If I could stop that car

from killing my sister,

or take my mother to the hospital sooner

so the doctor could fight

the pneumonia in time…


Would I?


Of course I can revise my past actions in any now,

but what if I could also change the outcomes?


Mind swoons with the notion:

Maybe life would be lighter, easier.

I would be steadier, healthier,

less plagued by stress and fear.


But then…

I may not have met the Friend.


Inside, I ask…what is the truth?


The answer comes in a shower of love:

All the past is crucial,

none of it important.


It is but an eye blink

in a lifetime of seeing.


It is a firefly’s flash

among all the stars in the Milky Way.


It is a dew drop

on an orchid petal in a rainforest.


So instead of time-traveling back,

I journey inward now,

where all disappears

into the golden hue of You.

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